I don't even got words for this man. i'm fucking speechless! this shit is new to me man. i don't know how to deal, it's like how do you cope with the death of someone you were close to, someone that looked out for you, and loved you. dj, i'm going to always remember your smile, your jokes, your way of being. i thought 2009 was going to be a good fucking year but i guess not. i'm gonna remember the good times i had with you, like when you used to dance like my dad (LOL), or when we played badmitten at the family reunion and your ass played ALL the positions (LOL). i'm going to remember when you and tiffany sung that duet at the family reunion. i'm going to remember going to aunt tammy's and seeing you there and hugging you so tight because you just got out (i'll never be able to do that again). i'm going to remember playing video games (midnight club-capture the flag!) and just overall spending time with you. in all, honesty it's going to be hard not seeing your face anymore. i love you DJ && i'll miss you. our family is a puzzle but now it's a puzzle with a few pieces missing. it'll never look or feel the same.